Monday, November 16, 2009

A Conversation between a Poem & her Reader


Oh excuse me
I didn’t realize how close
you were to me
crouching here
in the tall grass
Beneath
all this scaffolding.

So you dropped
something.
Maybe you should check
over there.
In the middle.

Get another perspective.

Can’t be to sure these days.

I like your
dress
It looks rather
soft.

Yes I know
life is a panoply of questions
I reveal to much here
though
you need
answers badly
I can tell

ok

no more truisms

There are some lines you can never get out of

So you agree

Still esoteric though

Watch out for those
pro
nouns
In light of the fear

and

distance from me to you
I can tell you suffer
from almost every anecdote
taught to you in school
You could o.d.
on the possibilities
I seem to offer you
Speaking in terms
of how these words
fit together
right now

Now you think I'm dangerous
And you normally don’t talk to strangers
Even if you were forced to sit
in a room full of them

Well rituals are supposed to be a little dangerous

That’s the conspiracy

Let’s get away from all this scaffolding
and talk more about this
Besides this particular piece of architecture
Is not such a good place to carry on
like this

Here hold my hand

Watch your head

Let’s go follow the sun
It is setting on us
again

Do you like to read?

Everything but poetry, huh.
You know its just a game.

What do I mean
Well I don’t mean
I do
That’s my job
I am, a means of you

Why am I so out there
Because there’s nothing in here

I am written because arms
are only so long to reach out with

You think I need to reach myself
Can’t you see I am trying to do this
But it seems so impossible
Everything is ephemeral and yet
Everything is renewed
Even this room that passes the weeks is constantly renewed

So this type of information worries you

I can’t help you here

I too am critically blind
I myself like a catechism
The printed page is a motif
Substance is subtle predication

Your thoughts are animals

What did I do in college
I was poetically general
I hung ten on contradictions

That’s even too cryptic

Reading sometimes is tedious labor
Can be from time to time
arduously unsatisfying
So keep walking
we’re not there yet

I should know
I live with myself everyday
This is my destiny

But this activity does not determine my process

More theory than you needed right now, huh?

Remember, you were the one asking questions

Remember those days back in school
when you learned if anything was left over
you had to carry it over

to the next line

You can’t breathe so well
Maybe you should undo that top button
Cut your hair
Color your hair
Get something pierced
Get a tattoo
Dance on a table naked
For free
Hug and kiss the same sex
Kiss me, whatever

Kind of like cubism
isn’t it

like Shakespeare’s Achilles
standing over the living body of Hector

something trying to resurface
even here inside me
the conflict existing on all levels of content

where do I sleep at night
well I’ve recently been exiled
so I am staying over night
with the pact that
binds my maker to society
basically narrative avenue
fragmentation blvd

think of me
you further
away than this
I say something
The thought barely heard

Gone
Your response is now no response

Gone also

Hands are now half-raised
By fortune

Poetic whim

Lost

That is me

So you think I am a poem
only by my intention to be a poem

All I can say
who was here first

You were over there crouching
beneath all that scaffolding
Afraid to enter
Still needing to read

Reading me
Celebrates you
I am
Because of you
becoming potential
Your enemy is always your finest subject

We are now poetentials
Now give me a kiss
thanks

you want to keep walking through this dialogue

hey don’t squeeze so hard

if anyone walks by
say hello
the journey is possible
because this is where we
got to

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